Laying awake in the dark and the quiet
Her mind racing with every thought: pain, scars, love, hear breaks, hurting every where, guys, trust
The list goes on and on...
So many things to be in one girls head
How can one girl think about so many things and be alright?
Is she alright? does anyone know for sure?
Or is that just what she wants you to think
Is her heart breaking is it already broken
If so who will be able to fix it will there be anyone to fix it...
Or will they only be able to fix bits and pieces of her heart...
That feels like it's been smashed thrown on the floor stepped on a thousand times...
Has her heart had enough
Or are people not done taking it and beating it restlessly...
Has no one ever felt her pain?
If someone has it doesn't seem like anyone has cuz the pain and heart breaking only has gotten worse and worse every day...
Not ever better never
Will it ever get any better
Will it stay how it is or will it get worse than it already is?
She doesn't know how much longer she can sit and do nuthing about this pain
It's finally getting to her
What can she do? what will she do?
No one had felt her heart breaking pain
No one will feel it as much as she had
This pain this hurting will it ever go away?
She doesn't think so...
She thinks it'll be with her in some way for the rest of her life...
Will it follow her to the grave?
Will this pain be the cause of her death?
Doesn't anyone see the pain in her eyes
Can't anyone tell that she's hurting inside...
No, no one sees no one cares...
So why is she still here?
Is she here to be used stepped on heart crushed more heart breaks
Is anything in this world worth this hurt that she's feeling
Will she sit threw this pain and wait or will she end this pain herself?
Who will ever know what'll happen
Cuz with this she says good-bye
To the pain the hurting...
In her heart she feels no more pain...
No more pain ever again with this last good-bye
- Alicia
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