I Miss You So Much

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have I missed

something?

yes..

i missed "U"

A New Begining

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A new begininng with no straight lines,

no map and no  guidelines,

just here walking by faith and praying that every move you make is the right one,

Seeing yourself in a new light not to sure if you like,

Hoping that you can handle your fight but in reality and menatlly you know its pass your understanding,

Not knowing if everything and everyone is true,

Taking chances on love to find out it could all before your eyes,

Your cries noone hear or see and they all look at you like you are the one different from the unseen,

And to you  theres no change  just a different heart,

mind,and soul, and your just trying to find your goals not knowing your breakthrough is right through the door,

You scream but only know your fears and your meaning of being here ........ So smile and pick up your feet and say hey its ok cause im here for me even if the world see me differently!!

                                    - Ariel Beasley

My dry tears

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Tears again
Tears full of pain
I've lost my way
Thoughts running trough my head
My head keeps on spinning
My body walks but I'm not there
With the tears I have shown
I could feed a      flower
But with my uncried tears
I could fill another sea
My dry tears

What is it like ?

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People tell me to laugh
Don't look sad
And not to cry
But I don't know what it's like
To be so happy, oh so happy

I really do like to cry
I keep falling down
I want to die
But people keep telling me NO
You cant go, we won't let you
They won't let me

People tell me to laugh
Don't look sad
And not to cry
But they don't know what it's like
To be just like me, so unhappy

Girl in the mirror

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I see a girl in the mirror she is crying and think who she really is
But then she sees her past and think how it could be like this
Now she wants to make her life different then her past
Her past is what she wants to forget, real fast
She thinks that she is hurting other people because she run from home
Now she is al alone and wants to tell everybody how she feel
But she cant because she sees a girl , a girl she never want to be
There is a way to change your future girl, you have to accept that your past is gone
You're future is important  and don't forget you're not alone
Your friends wants to help you because they care about you
And all the things they have said you know its true
This girl I tell about, the troubles she had, this girl is me
I pray for a happy ending and I know I'm gonna make it on my own
Without somebody to tell me that I'm doing everything wrong like home
I see a girl in the mirror she is happy and now that she have friends where she can count on
Now her life will be different from now on.
So ill take a smile on my face and see that the world is a better place.

Memories

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Remember everything like it was yesterday
I know that we had a really great time
although its all over, I'm glad that I can say
I had the chance to know you well,
I have to write this rime
to remind myself, sometimes
how it used to be,
how great it was
together, you and me.   

A poem to you

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I wish I wouldn`t have this pain,
I say those words in the rain,
Those last words that you told me then,
Those last words before I run,
You shouldn`t have said that you were gonna leave my side,
Cause when I went out to play, I`d never expected to hide,
She, with her beauty, she could have who she wanted,
My house has become, instead of what it was with you, hunted.
I am afraid to come out cause voices keep telling me to stay and wait for you,
The spirit that I had, has become a shadow of fear what I am to do,
A poem to you is all I offer,
A dream is what I give,
It will never be real,
But without this I can not live...!

Why

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Sittin' crying a river
Sleepless night feelin' sick
Because I can' stop thinking how he mistreated me
I don't believe you left us like this
One fight none risks
Just leaving
I'm tired of my heart
Being broken
I'm tired of these tears
Falling down my face
I'm tired of this love
Being taken
For granted
why did you go away?
There's one thing I must ask of you
one thing
I gotta ask of you
why you took your love away?
I'm tired of my heart
Being broken
I'm tired of these tears
Falling down my face
I'm tired of this love
Being taken
For granted
why did you go away?

Painful Goodbye

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Hush now, don't say a word
Unspoken thoughts, I've already heard
Time has passed and the distance is great
We can't recover tracks it's too late
Our love will forever be bonded in time
In a beautiful child, both yours and mine
Who could of known just how it would end
I still love you and will miss you my friend
This pain is great and hard to hide...
Yet through all the memories, I'll say Goodbye.

Listen

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Boy please listen to the things I gotta say...
you know I love you in every way
you know I wanna be with you so bad,
but why is it that when I'm with you I'm always sad?
I know I'm supposed to be strong
..but...
how can I...
if you say that everything I do is wrong?
why don't you trust me?...
why can't you see
boy, without you I can't be
..but...
baby if it's gonna be like this
I can't go on
so if you keep treating me this way
I'm gone...
I just wanna say with this words
the way you treat me HURTS...!!!

Lonely soul

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He has never seen the sun for real,
just a reflection of its beauty.
Just a wink of an eye,
but never the love he is needing so hard.
The pain, the anger,
they all fill space in his mind,
but empty the heart, bit by bit.
Every day he hopes and prays,
every day the gaps get bigger,
every day more lonely,
every day more hidden,
every day a piece of him died,
until his heart was empty and his head fully loaded,
that was the day he couldn't die no more...
and yet... he keeps on livin'

9 Questions

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When did compassion become a burden, and when did life become a dream?

When Did we just look to the city, and not the grass under our feet? 

When did we all decide to bow down, and not stand for our beliefs?

When did God become a science, and we believe just what we see?


When did we earn this life we have, and what was our earning deed?

When did love become a fashion, and when did we forget to breathe?

When did we all become just robots, and quit saying what we mean? 

When did a ego become a virtue?

                         


                                 - Kaylee Torrance

                                      

IS THIS THE BEST WE CAN BE?

My Biggest Fears

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Theses are my fears
Not to be loved
To be thrown away and pushed aside
To be left alone and
No one to confide in
To see people hand in hand
And no one one to grab my hand
To see people in love
To see people happy
And no one one for me
But my biggest fear
Is to lose you once youre near
Or to never have you here
Another fear is to hurt you
Too much my dear.

                                         - Kaylee Torrance

                             

Hate

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Take me away,
I don't want to see another day
Take me into the screaming silence of Hell.
Give me rest, let me heal
Don't want to be a part of this spinning wheel.
Go away and never come back.
You killed me with your broken promise
You slowly broke my neck

Wanted to ask

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I wanted to ask you something
Something you didn't expect
but now I see
You asked the exact same thing
the exact same thing
You have ask to some one else

Teardrops

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It doesn't matter how hard I try, to keep you inside
Every single time you arrive, it's again because of the lies
When I'm in pain, I don't want to cry, and when I start that fight
You versus I, I realize I'm floating, so I've got to blink my eye
Its okay to loose, Its oke to let it out, no reasons left to deny
How dispirit the situation is, there will come a time that you'll get by
Once the first drop slides against your nose just remember, its all right
I feel them growing in my eyes now, but I know there'll come dry nights

Losing you

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Sitting here alone thinking it through,
Trying to convince myself that I'm not losing you,
Why can't you just forget the things I've said?
I was angry at the time but now I've cleared my head!
It was so strong! Where did it all go wrong?

So tell me why! I'm swimmin' against the tide,
And I'm praying for a life-line, 'cause I'm, losing you,
So tell me why! You don't care enough to try,
Are you giving up this fight?, I can't stand, won't stand, losing you.

You don't have to say a word, It's in your eyes,
What can I do to convince you, we need more time?
And I know I may have made a few mistakes,
But losing you is just too much for me to take.
It was so strong, where did it all go wrong?

Tell me why, I won't stand losing you,
I'm praying for a life-line, 'cause I'm losing you,
Won't stand losing you!
You don't care enough to try, won't stand losing you,
What can I do? won't stand losing you!

Have No Fear, I'm Near

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When you feel all alone inside your heart,
don't be scared to fall apart.
Think of precious times when you have no fear,
in these moments I'll be always near.
Even though not physically,
sure I'll be there for you mentally.
Like a guardian angel following you,
I wanna protect you in anything you do.
As time flies by I'll always be around,
even when you're nowhere to be found.
Deep in your soul there's no dying light,
but a strong being prepared to fight.
Think of me when you feel so blue,
'cause then I'd run to you.
Wanting to hug you and give you all of me,
that's what I'm gonna do if that's supposed to be.
No need to say 'I love you' anymore,
that's something you already know from before.
Only when we die there'll be our goodbye,
and if you know me, you know that ain't no lie.
So just don't be scared and put a smile on your face,
'cause together we'll make the world a better place.

Unanswered love

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Loneliness is tearing me apart.
How can I find a way to your heart?
I want your body close to mine.
Now, tomorrow and 'till the end of time.
Let me surround you with all my love.
It's all I have been thinking of.
I want you in my life.
But if I lose you, it will cut me like a knife.
I don't want to play a role.
I just want to give you my soul.

A Fool

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I'm sitting all alone in my room and once again I'm thinking of my life
My past is passing me by
See a lot of pain, a lot of tears
That's how I remember it
There were a lot of days that I could only cry
My hope was faded away
I wanted to say goodbye to everything
Now I'm laughing and feeling fine
Sometimes I still cry, inside and outside
But that's different then in the past
I wanted to say goodbye to everything
Damn, what was I a fool
Cause if I really said goodbye I had never felt this lovely feeling deep inside
It's a great feeling, called love
And I'm so thankful for finding my love
It's making me stronger day after day
There was a time that I wanted to say goodbye,
Now I want to live!

Dark Death

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I don't fell all right,

I think of him every night,

In the dark he was a light,

Like the sun shine bright.

He came to save me

From the dark way,

He took my fears away

And said to me.

"You must live,

You must believe,

That everything will be fine

Just forget about that time".

And now I'm alive,

He brought me to life,

But I don't know why,

I just wanna die...

The reason is he,

All I need is he,

Now He's dead,

I still remember the words he said.

It is a dark night,

And there is no light,

I'm taking the gun

And soon I'll be gone.

Soon I'll be with Him,

In the sorrowing Hell,

And I know well,

Soon I'll be with Him...

                      

You Are Loved.

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Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I look up at the moon and the stars and know that you're looking at them too.

And I know that what causes the stars to burn and the moon to shine is your love.

And I know that no matter where you are, that no matter how far apart we are, I can always see you.

Though we are a thousand miles apart, look up to the moon and the stars and see me there.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, look to the moon and the stars and know that you are loved.

              -Israel Manasses Fritchey  Click Here

To Walk This Earth Alone

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I walk in this world, but I am not part of it.

I walk among the people of this world, but I stand apart from them.

For destined am I to walk this earth alone.

Never will I hold the woman I love in my arms. Or look in her eyes nor see her smile.

For destined am I to walk this earth alone.

Never will I marry. Or see the faces of my children nor hear them laugh.

For destined am I to walk this earth alone.

Till the day I die and am laid to rest, I walk this earth alone.

For I cannot fight Destiny.

And destined am I to walk this earth alone.   

         -Israel Manasses Fritchey Click Here