Nobody Loves You Like I Can

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Never Whisper Words Of "Love" if the feeling is not true... Never share your feeling if you mean to break a "Heart". Never look into my eyes if all you have to do is lie...And never say "Hello" if you really mean "Goodbye....Never whisper words of "Love" if the feeling is not true...Never share your feeling if you mean to break a "Heart"... Never look into my eyes if all you have to do is lie... And never say "Hello" if you really mean "Goodbye....

I Hate Luv Cuz Luv Breaks Heart

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The emptiness is killing me slowly as i wipe the tears that fall from my eyes,I realize u're really gone.My heart breaks as it crumbles to the floor,I drop to my knees unaware of what to do. I close my eyes and picture you,I see your face,your smile.I feel your arms around me holding me tightly,so tightly I can't breath,I gasp for air.All alone, scared....Thats how I feel without you...

I Will Love You Till Death

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I've built a world around you And I want you to know I need you like I never needed Anyone before I live my life for you I wanna be by your side In everything that you do And if there's only one thing You can believe it's true I live my life for you....

Incomplete WithOut You

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Never Thought That iLL Miss You This Much...

Never Thought You'll Be Gone Forever...

You Left So Many Things Pending And

They'll Never Be compLeTed WithOut You...

As Long As You Live..

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To Say That You Can Love One Person All Your Life,

Is Like Saying That One Candle Will
Continue To Burn For As Long As You Live

Keep me As a Friend..

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KeEp Me As A FriEnD AnD i'LL KeEp U iN mY HeArT L0Ck iT uP AnD

ThRoW AwAy ThE KeY So ThT No OnE CaN TaKe U aWaY FrOM Me

You are never over

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Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours

LoveBallad

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Since you've been gone... Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror
hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's
nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck.
When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if
maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with
you

Luckyless

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They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading.


I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you

Will I Ever See you Again ??

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Will I ever see you again?
My dear friend?!

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Why did we have to say Good-bye so quickly that night? I had so many things that I wanted to ask you and tell you! You left without warning, No way to stop it, No way to stop the pain That I now feel.

Why is it that everyone Has to die? Why can’t we all stay alive Live forever and be content!? Then we could fix our mistakes, Change the wrongs And make them right. So no one has any pain anymore?!

Maybe we missed something Along the long winding path. Did we stray from it
In doing so, forgetting What we have or had?

But everyone has to die someday To live again and be happy and content In spirit and in my heart Is where I will keep you. Till the day we can see each other again”! ? ?

A Dark Corner

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§omewhere There'§ §omeone Who Dream§ Of Your §mile, And Find§ In Your Pre§ence That Life I§ Worth While..... ★ ★ §o When You Are Lonely, Remember It'§ True: §omebody, §omewhere Is Thinking Of You

A Dark Corner Where The Spiders Crawl Over My Back And The Rats Look Up To Me Like A God. Where i Sit And Cry, Crimson And A River Of Blood Flows From My Arm.I Scream But No One Hears Me..

The Real Love

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You'll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame, the heart opens again and continues opening..



Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss

Our Dreams

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As I look back on all that's happened.. growing up,
growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed
together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I
realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be
gone forever.. and whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories of
tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold ...

Things WithOut You...

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I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, I was dreaming, for her I was Feeling, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, trying figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck.
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cause without you my life is so lonely !

ѕρσι|є∂ ρяιη¢єѕѕ

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I can't forget what I felt for you cos it just doesn't go away. No matter how hard I try it seems I just can't move away. I'm caught along those false lines of so-called love.
Where a heart remains battered and broken in half. It hurts alot that you just walk away, And I'm left trying to pick up the pieces and find my own way. It hurts alot cos you don't really care, When you said "I love you" - it was just a way to ensnare..


Please don't treat me this way. For your sake, I agree with you money can buy love,but as for me, not the kind that truly warms your heart and soul.Every time I was pushed away from you, I wasnt afraid. Because it was like playing on a swing. Id push away, only to be drawn back to you twice as fast.I knew you were in control of [How Far] you pushed me..

The fairy tale's

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<3 you see all them fairy tale moveies with the happy ending<3 you see all them fairy tale moveies with the happy endings where they all ways foegive you and jst keep on loving now why cant tht happen in real lyf i love you boom there it iss where they all ways foegive you and jst keep on loving now why cant tht happen in real lyf i love you boom therhe it ijjjs

My Story

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I close my eyes alone in the tub. The bathroom has always been a silent place for me. I sit and think of you for another hour. I wish so much you could see all the pain you have caused.
I had fallen in love once and that was with you, and not once I regret it. The love between us no one could replace. The endless love making with your warm embrace. I think of all the things that went wrong with us.

When you decided to become the big time player and I decided to change into, what you wanted me to be. But i realized you should love me for me, however you never did.
I truly miss you with all my heart and nothing or no one will change that part. Sometimes I wish for the strength to hurt you. However whenever I see you my body becomes weak and I can barely speak.

I will get over you, it just takes time. I need to let you go because your no longer mine. I am jealous of your beautiful boy yet I do with for happiness in her world. Just to let you know I will be ready. When you come back to me like you always do. But this time I wont run back to you. I can say this so, its time to let me let you go.
I'm over everything especially you. This is something I'm willing to do. I cant get hurt again, its to much pain to take. My heart isn't yet whole from the first heart break. I open my eyes, my mind is clear. Am Awake At This time,
[drowning in my own tears]

The Perfect Gift

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Love is always building up. It puts some line of beauty on every life it touches. It gives new hope to discouraged ones, new strength to those who are weak. It helps the despairing to rise and start again. It makes life seem more worthwhile to everyone into whose eyes it looks. Its words are benedictions. Its every breath is full of inspiration

Island Of Feelings

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Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name. When they arrived on dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.

My Dying Hope

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You used to be mine, but in my stupidity, we end up there. I regret those times, but I had nothing to do for it. I just hope and wait for you to come back. But yet I saw you with her. Right away I loose it all, I never bother to wait for you, I taught myself to forget you though it kills me so hard. From the time I saw myself contented of not having you in my life, destiny played me so bad. You came in my way again, begging for my help. With tears behind my eyes I accept your hand waiting for me to hold. From the day I started to ease your pain I know how much I would regret after all. But yet I never mind, as long as I could help you in any way.

We spend time together. And I found myself so happy with you. Days had past I realized again how much you mean to me, deeper than before. I also saw you so contented, never having a blot of pain anymore. I just think everything is so fine and forever be fine.

Tomorrow then, I am so happy seeing you. Wearing those smile came from your very heart. Then shocked me for those very long hug, then whisper me these:

“ Thank you for the help, I know you still love me, and I appreciate that very much. I know that when I am happy you’ll be very happy too,. And you know what, she call me last night, she wants me to be with her again, I am so happy that I can’t wait for this morning to see her again. But I’m here asking for your permission if you will allow me to be happy forever”.

Breaking myself into pieces, I answered you “yes” ..you kissed me goodbye and walk away without seeing how much you kill me. Though that would be a forever wound.., I can take it even forever just to make you reach your forever happiness. I’ll just be here with my -Dying Hope-..

Walking Out

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Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather,
it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

illusion

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I never knew love was until i met you. I never expected changes in my life. You were different from those guys i used to mingle with. You know how people got to have first love.... It is in you where i felt true love. I felt so much for you. And if ever that i could put back time. I would do so, the time wherein we were still together sharing great moments but unfortunately i cant.

I kept thinking of you..everyday and every moment. I've been in a battle between my mind and my heart..my mind about to give up but here comes my heart saying cheer up. I cant stop loving you. I've been spending time thinking of happy moments we had. And keep pretending the truth that we're far from each other.(totally far from each other)

...somehow this heart of mine would learn to accept reality and be contented...

...contented to be just missing you!

i dont know if i do really need to say goodbye..but as for now i am still confuse and i am drowning of thoughts on how things work and used to be. I dont have any guts to get along with somebody else and pretend to be happy though im not. I thought i already knew you since before. I just waited for the time to say that i still have lots of things to know 'bout you..and here is the time!!!..maybe its too late

Hurt Me Again

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All i seem to think about is you, I sit here and try not to cry. Everyone is asking me why, why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing, but they know it's something. You are the reason!!! I love you so much, but it hurts so bad, to know that I can't have your tender touch.

My days n nights are so lonely, I think I might be going crazy. Your love is the only thing I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.

I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you, I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know I am hurting so deep inside. Why should you be happy when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind. My laugh turns to tears......... Why can't I get over you?

I need you in my life, my world seems so blue. Nothing makes me happy anymore. You took your love away, and I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care! So why sould I?

I wish I could just forget about you, I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

Forever Love =)

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The first time I laid my eyes on you I knew, that we'd spend this life side by side I still feel the same though you are so far away I swear that you'll always be mine, forever love I promise you someday we'll be together forever love, I wont give up no matter what I'll be waiting for you forever love.Minutes and hours and years may go by but my heart knows nothing of time so dont cry just keep me right there in your dreams and hold onto these words of mine.
Forever love I promise you someday we'll be together forever love I wont give up no matter what I'll be waiting for you forever love is the road to our destiny nothing can change what is meant to be forever love no I wont give up no matter what I'll be waiting for you forever.

Waiting...

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You've let me down, you've let me believe, you've walked away and you let me grieve.
You told me your life, and i told you mine, we told each other everything would be fine.
Secret loving was the game that we played, leaving me with a heart now frayed.
You had your chance, you had to decide, once again you chose her, it killed me inside.
I am not brave enough to tell you, im not strong enough to walk away, you will know in time, hopefully one day.
One day your gonna realize what you really missed, the way you took my heart and crushed it in your fist.
I say that i wont be there again for you to just break me, but i know that i will, how long will it take me?
Its sad that i am so vulnerable to you, after all you put me through.
But i cant walk away, your all that i want, so i will wait until i have our love to flaunt.
There comes a point where i just dont care how long it takes, ive made bad choices, ive made mistakes.
So i guess you'll be another one to add to the list, but atleast this time, i'll take my heart from your fist.
I know one day, we'll come through, so when you finally wake up, i'll be here, waiting..for you...!

I know you didn't mean to make me cry...

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When someone hurts you its hard to let go of the pain.....I know and see you struggle with anger and pain
What we fail to see is that the pain is often our own dreams crashing to the ground and they are the very things that hurt us.

I wish you happiness and I love you. My love for you is childlike, innocent and pure and came out of the blue and hung just on a feeling but it was the strongest feeling I ever felt. I surrender my dreams because they may hurt you and I would rather bear the hurt than pull at you at the very time you are falling in love. I feel tears and sorrow deeply inside and nobody will see it or can calm it. Its part of me now this familiar sadness and hollow and hopelessness. The very sadness I had been running from.

Nobody ever fought for me and I don't expect anyone ever will. But, knowing you love someone and that you don't feel the same for me....I know how the story ends. I've known for some time but I wanted to hang on a little longer. I'm sorry only that I met you as a married man and not when I was free. The fault is all mine and my sadness too. But in my dreams, which were unrestrained, I had a happy life with you and you were good to me...and that is my sadness; knowing.

I want to run and scream and cry but everything feels bound up tightly inside; only veins and muscles twitch and salty sleepless tears form and slowly fall. Today I have no dreams, no true home ...only tears and my only fear is that they will remain forever. Whatever God has now chosen for me, I am just now a feather in the wind and feel unworthy of love. The trailing whisps of dreams are not enough to bear the weight of my sorrow.

When my tears dry, I hope you know I still care and I will not abandon you if you need a friend or a shoulder to lean on. You are still precious and you are in my heart.

Because.... I know you didn't mean to make me cry.

A Letter To Someone Who Will Never Read It

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Dear You, how could you break my heart and think everything is OK? I loved you and you left me for another girl. I know the reason; I wouldn't give you what you wanted. I wasn't ready, and apparently she was! You said it didn't matter if I wasn't ready, you loved me for me.Yet, when another girl who is willing comes along, you leave me as fast as you can. You tell everyone what you're going to do before you even let me know. So why is it that I had to be the last one to know? You don't think it could be worse then that? Well it can. You were such a wimp, that you couldn't even tell me yourself! Now as I think about our relationship, I realize that I wasted 4 and half months on you! You weren't even that special to me, I just let myself think that you were! You've been flirting with some girls who I thought were my friends, but apparently you've turned them against me. You made me feel small by the things you said. You gave me the reputations as a slut. Why would you tell people that we did those things? Does it make you look better, like more of a man? You don't even feel any guilt about what you did, and that is basically like screaming that you have no heart and care for no one but yourself. Now you tell people you're with my old friend, and everyone thinks she's cheating on her boyfriend that is here. You try and make me jealous by saying all the girls like you and it's so hard to choose one, but I know the truth. No one really does like you. I guess it makes you feel better by saying those things because you know it makes me hurt. I'm getting over you so fast now that I've found someone much better then you ever were to me. In only a couple weeks, I've realized that I care more for him then I ever cared for you! Now doesn't that make you feel great? Probably not, but after every hurtful thing you've said or done to me, I think it's your turn to take some of my pain that you've caused. Can you believe its been 5 months since we were together, and you still have the power to hurt me? Well not anymore, I don't need you and I never will again. So you can have all those girls who would give you anything, but leave me out of all of that. Thanks for everything, but now, just stop talking to me. You try and are friends but I hate you and I'd like it if we never spoke again! So in order to forget you, I guess this is goodbye. Maybe someday we'll see each other in the long run, but until then you're only a memory. I have to forget about the past, and focus on what's happening now. You can't hurt me forever. So goodbye and good riddance.

Love -----

Every Morning i Think ....

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I gazed at the sky thinking about what we had and what could have been. To believe we were going to last forever was impossible to think, but I did. Now I am left with a broken heart. Even though what we had wasn't real, the pain and heartbreak you put me through was completely real. But even after what you did to me, every morning when I awake I ask myself, will my heart burn with desire for your love? Will I die if I don't feel your touch? Will my lips burn if I don't feel your lips touch mine? Because my heart's one desire was and still is your love.

I know you didn't mean to make me cry...

 

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When someone hurts you its hard to let go of the pain.....I know and see you struggle with anger and pain
What we fail to see is that the pain is often our own dreams crashing to the ground and they are the very things that hurt us.

I wish you happiness and I love you. My love for you is childlike, innocent and pure and came out of the blue and hung just on a feeling but it was the strongest feeling I ever felt. I surrender my dreams because they may hurt you and I would rather bear the hurt than pull at you at the very time you are falling in love. I feel tears and sorrow deeply inside and nobody will see it or can calm it. Its part of me now this familiar sadness and hollow and hopelessness. The very sadness I had been running from.

Nobody ever fought for me and I don't expect anyone ever will. But, knowing you love someone and that you don't feel the same for me....I know how the story ends. I've known for some time but I wanted to hang on a little longer. I'm sorry only that I met you as a married man and not when I was free. The fault is all mine and my sadness too. But in my dreams, which were unrestrained, I had a happy life with you and you were good to me...and that is my sadness; knowing.

I want to run and scream and cry but everything feels bound up tightly inside; only veins and muscles twitch and salty sleepless tears form and slowly fall. Today I have no dreams, no true home ...only tears and my only fear is that they will remain forever. Whatever God has now chosen for me, I am just now a feather in the wind and feel unworthy of love. The trailing whisps of dreams are not enough to bear the weight of my sorrow.

When my tears dry, I hope you know I still care and I will not abandon you if you need a friend or a shoulder to lean on. You are still precious and you are in my heart.

Because.... I know you didn't mean to make me cry.

Letting Go..

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Its been almost a year since the end,still my heart hasn't been able to completely mend.. cant u see what u did to me? i guess I'll have to let the past be. I have to thank you-for allowing us to part cause now i am slowly getting back my heart you know you really hurt me but now i have found the person with the missing key with him its not as game it sure is a shame that you couldn't be that way cause now i'll have to keep memory's of u away. I still hope that you are okay and that our paths will cross again someday right now i am still feeling a little low but hopefully by then i will be done letting go